10.09.04
It's been forever since I updated this site and now I finally did and feel a little bit better so that's a good thing. Anyways, life has been extremely sucky these days, things are just not going well and I lost hope this week. Again I decided to get my act together and not give up and try to work things out. I'm also really sad that I can't do anything fun anymore and will miss out on 2 cons! I just wanna pull my hair out thats how much it bugs me that I can't go! I miss my friends and I just want my old life back not this stupid new one, ok I'm getting immature now. P.S Serenity, serenity, serenity ...
06.17.04
I'm lost! Tomorrow I'll find out if I passed my final exams and get to graduate while everybody already found out today, so unfair! And people keep calling me to ask if I heard anything and I just wanna keep a low profile, not as easy as it sounds.
Anyways, lets talk about something more fun, like Hyperion for example. Nance and I had very little time to prepare for this con or buy anything cos we had exams and all but I didn't want to spent a whole lot of money so I guess it was for the best. Opening ceremony was really cool, seeing Andy Hallett, Julie Benz, Vincent Kartheiser and Amy Acker again, Jenny Mollen running of stage 'cos she was afraid, very funny, talkative Sarah Thompson. Of course Nance was a lucky girl again since got to talk to Amy like forever during our first photoshoot but I had fun too, lots of remarks about clothing. And the Sunday photoshoot was especially fun since Julie called Vincent and me a supermodel couple and I was so embarrassed 'cos it's so not true! But Vinnie is such a funny guy, he was dancing in front of me and sticking his tongue out, I have the picture to prove that. And when Nance had to pose with him he was like hey were a supermodel couple too! The Q and A's are always great, Jenny turned out to be really similar like me but I have that a lot so... Vinnie absolutely great with Julie, boxers or briefs and his meowing, Amy and Andy really weird but fun. Our time during the autographs were also a lot fun, especially with Vinnie again, the whole shoe thing and his foot fetish, me being stupid about it. Jenny understanding what we were saying 'cos she speaks German, her funny poodle and her stealing my post-it. Brody being really nosy about our talk with Dave since he was making sexual comments again so I flipped out and rambled on about him grabbing my ass first and now looking at my boobs. Me standing on Andy's foot and him asking to keep standing on them if I had soft shoes. Clare saying yes when Nance said to me in Dutch that Sean Harry was cute, me complaining about a headache. Sarah thinking that is was cos of the booze, me saying I was a good girl, her saying she was too. Julie asking if we saw any cute guys, me ansering with hmmm noooooo, only Vinnie! Fancy dress and closing ceremony were also a lot of fun, oh Mandy! Sunday was crazy though, staying up that late with Dave, seeing his portfolio with a giant Nathan picture in it. His talk about periods and cupsizes, talking about his book. Keith and Jimmy those crazy guys, no con would be same without you guys. All our bathroom incidents with Clare and Julie. I am sad 'cos we have to wait so long before attending a con again, but I think the wait will be totally worth it.
05.14.04
Well I know Fusion was like 2 weeks ago and that I should have written something the day I got back but you know how things go..... and this time I'm not exaggerating. As for Fusion, what can I say, I thought EOD was the best thing ever but this was again fucking amazing! That still doesn't describe the whole experience properly but nothing I write will make you understand that particular feeling that is so amazingly great and overwhelming. Everything was very well organized and so were we and therefore we got everything we wanted and should be satisfied and we are. Except for the fact we didn't end up in Robert Patricks' and Nathan Fillions' bed! Hehe, no just kidding, they did plenty for us, had some shirt incidents with Nathan and a few how ya doin'-ings with Robert, it was all good! The guests were great, as usual, Emma, Nick, Summer, Jewel, Robert and Nathan, thanks so much for everything! We will meet again! Totally signing up for Starfury: Prime, Quor'toth and Serenity! But first Hyperion which off course I hope will be freckin' amazing as well, I missed Amy a lot, so glad we will be seeing her again.
04.27.04
It's been a very difficult time lately, the reason why I clearly didn't update on my blog cause stuff has been happening, I just didn't feel like writing. Well now is a good time to start again since there are only 2 days left before Nance and I leave for Fusion in Blackpool, UK, and I guess you can say that I'm pretty much losing my mind right now! I hope everything will work out great but I'm not gonna say anything else besides that, since I have a history of jinxing myself over and over again.
01.28.04
Oh my lord, I still can't believe it, yesterday Nance and I won tickets for the BAFTA's! This is so HUGE, I mean anybody out there who calls him/herself a movie fan should know how fuckin' big this is! Besides the fact that we will be mingling with the stars, everything is being paid for, flight, hotel, food, seats in the Odeon theatre and we even get 100 pounds to spend on whatever we want, oh my god! I just can't stop saying that, I'm sorry. This week has just been crazy, we won those tickets, got good grades and then I won another competition, my god this is like a movie or something. Anyways we're totally excited and hope that all our fantasies about the BAFTA's will become reality. Ok have to go shopping now, need a very expensive dress for that red carpet thingy.........
12.30.03
Finally put up a new layout, took while but there it is, I kinda like it, featering Orlando Bloom always a pleasure hehe, it's simple just the way Nance and I like it. Thanks to her also for helping me, a lot! Got my Smallville season 1 dvd box today, it's pretty! Well, that's it, happy new year everyone!
12.17.03
Just got back from Lord of the Rings Marathon, which was fricken amazing! At exactly 0:01 AM Return of the King premiered and everybody was excited, off course Nance and I had to do our traditional woohooing for the entire cast. The atmosphere was totally cool and we really were into the films so it gave us that special vibe. I'm so glad that for once I got a lucky break too since we didn't have tickets like the rest of the world but we just went anyway. And when the situation really seemed hopeless there was this guy who had 2 tickets he didn't want anymore and I was standing right next to him, my heart racing, my mind going crazy. And when he was gone I begged the girl behind the counter to give me those tickets and she was like sure no need to beg. And I said I loved her and she was the greatest person out there, she probably thought I was fucking crazy but who cares right, WE GOT IN!
12.12.03
You how sometimes you make the wrong decision, well going to Lord of the Rings Return of the King premiere in Berlin and London was definitely not a bad move! Originally Nancy and I went to meet & greet Orlando Bloom but he didn't show up which wasn't a bummer after all since we had the most amazing time meeting the rest of the cast. Brace yourself here comes the list: Peter Jackson, Dominic Monaghan, Billy Boyd, David Wenham, Bernard Hill, Andy Serkis, Sean Astin, Sir Ian Mckellen, Karl Urban, LIV TYLER and VIGGO MORTENSEN!!! And as a big desert Emma Watson, who plays my favorite character in Harry Potter, Hermione Granger off course, god I just couldn't believe it, she was there too! Unfortunately I didn't get an autograph or a good picture of her since she wasn't really giving them away.